Why do I want to be rich?

For the longest time I have always wanted to be rich, successful, influential, and helpful. However, I don't know why.

Looking past money, and looking past ego, I do not know why. I have always felt I will accomplish something great and have never been afraid to dream, but I mean deeper. Deeper than dreams, desire, motivation, whatever you want to call it. I don't know my purpose.

It is clear to me that until I know why, I will never complete my mission. So I am going to find this out. I don't know how long this will take, or even what I will do, but I am not going to update until I do so. I am not giving up or quitting, I just need to figure this out. I might have to leave or just do something drastic (and I use the word drastic lightly here) but I just need to know.

Until then, goodbye.